help!!! not a troll! im going insane!!!?

ok so ie been getting more and more open about my tranuality. i havent told my mum the only ppl that knows is my friends elena brent aaron brianna any dylan. well aaron dylan and brianna stoped talking to me cuz of it, and want to tell my mum so i an get androgens and estrogen. i just need sum edivce im soo stressed out im getting migraines about it. i just dont know wgat to do!!! an any one help???